boring day for me manzxc.....

argh!!!! why must i tolerate your attitude towards me? Why can't i just simply tell you that i hate you for your attitude and your way of love for me? I think i know the reason why. To me, i might be saying through my mouth that i hate you or whatsoever. But don't you know that my heart doesn't say so? My heart tells me that i still care for you and love you like before. Even though we might be quarrelling all the while but i still felt sad whenever we quarrel. Can we stop that? I am really very sick about it already. I am just thinking that how would it be like if we stop that and continue our life seperately? I think that is the best thing to do to prevent misunderstandings for you to be jealous. This will than stop me for loving you again and fall for you the other time. So i hope that you will can don't treat me good anymore just as friends will do. I really dont want to fall in love with you again. But i still nid time to forget you!!!!