I had been wanting to tell you this ever since the time when you started to change your attitude towards me. Sometimes i just think that you the way you treated me is very different towards the way you treated your another jiehs. Is not that i am jealous, is just that i want to find out why??? Why are you neglecting me over and over again. The way you replied my messages is trying to show me that you are too bored to reply my message or you just think that i am and irritant to you and you are forcing yourself to reply it. I am not trying to scold you or blame you but i just want you to know that if you really dont like me to irritate you, you can always tell me. I understand that sometimes you have family problems at home or even relationships problem. You will always feel very upset when this kind of things happen and you do not like ppl to irritate you. Maybe sometimes is just so coincidence that when you are feeling down, i msg-ed you and feel very irritated. I want you to know that if you do not speak up or tell me, how am i suppose to know what happen to you or how are you feeling?? Right? I am not angry but just wanting to tell you how i feel recently and what really made me so sad about. I hope that you will really tell me the truth. If you have any problems you can always approach me as i will be always there for you.

Ps: ppl that read this if have any Q can ask me personally pls do not type anything on the tagboard. Thanks :)